12 August 2006

half-heartd lines composed upon youth (home-august06)

drifting on silver
sperm beams
through semen demons.
come here relation                           (( a yawn floats away
ship.
crashing hard
in th basement of honesty. beaten dreams. tell me more abt going home,
over and over,
in relapse.
remember vomiting in my sleep after prom.from double-fisting
jack and jim.listening to
th killer in you
                  isthkillerinme ( a golden-haird siren from dresden.
stuck in th back seat of a stationwagon w/ jim morrison. for better or worse.
back to rehab.  climaxing in th airy morals as th metaphor of a pedophile. eye    modern child skin
and raspberry moondrops.damn
sleep sucks at my eternal cock. ingrown and sore. worship so deep 
that th nechako drifts over my head,
th wet curtains of suicide seduce me. ( rum murmur
heartbeat ready, but seemingly distant.
re dead oxygen spine needle eyes clasp – at least my last words were a success.
fade to a shot of a small town carnival. a mist of old cocks ovr young trash.
not here for th rides. floating in th primal vapour of mini donuts.           

Comments:
now mini donuts, there's a food group i admire. i haveta say i think it was good i missed that night; hate to be an "old cock" at the best of times. "rum murmur" bang on. i may have to do a study: "the new masculinity; hardy f and metaphors of male angst."
 
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